my four-leaf clovers

presenting to all; my awesome babygirls Jessica Amelia Prayanthy, Manuella Pereira and Melissa Sue Montes ❤ thanks for being the truest, sweeties. 

my education background

to answer some people's uncertainty (about myself) that constantly arise; specifically about my education background.

2012-2013: went to British-based high school at Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar, Mantin, Negeri Sembilan, Malaysia. background was pure science + business studies + arts.

2013-2014: began my foundation journey in Brighton, England, UK in Science & Pharmacy at Bellerbys College Brighton.

2014-2017: embarked on my bachelor degree journey at Liverpool John's Moores University, England, UK and received my degree in Bachelor of Arts in Marketing.

2017-2018: obtained my masters' degree from Universitat Politècnica de Catalunya and EAE Business School in Barcelona, Spain in Marketing & Sales as well as, Design Thinking.

so why did at first i sign up for pharmacy?

that's simply because all i wanted to do was to further learn and work in sciences field. i love science and everything about it, i mean i really do. there's no doubt about it. i saw myself only working as a specialist in medical firm or some sort of that. but as humans, we believe in what God has already written for us. we plan, Allah also plans and merely His plan is the best. as for my situation, i was barely able to survive my foundation year because like i've said, i've always loved science so much that i had forgotten other aspects that came with it, especially when doing Pharmacy.

Pharmacy, known as "the science and technique of preparing and dispensing drugs, a health profession that links health sciences with chemical sciences and aims to ensure the safe and effective use of pharmaceutical drugs."

sounds very beautiful isnt it? but, as beautiful as it sounds; Pharmacy also comes with pure Mathematics, modern Mathematics, old Mathematics, new Mathematics, current Mathematics, spoil Mathematics, bad Mathematics, sneaky Mathematics and everrrrrything negative which involved calculus and calculations.

i was devastated. to be honest, to even survive my foundation year seemed impossible during that time. i was in despair that i couldnt proceed with doing Pharmacy anymore. hence, i dropped Pharmacy. more like i dropped all kinds of Mathematics from my life. i literally shut all sorts of figures, numbers, calculations and everything that has to do with it out of my life and it was indeed the right thing to do and i have no regrets now. im so grateful for all the achievements that i've managed to strive so far. however, my love towards science is still undeniable and wouldn't mind if one day, i'll be given the opportunity to work in sciences field still.

i've shown my hatred towards Mathematics even when i was in primary school, (probably since kindergarten but couldn't remember). Mathematics, never ever fascinates me and i hate mathematics so much even one single addition and subtraction can stop my pulse. there's no need for me to mention algorithyms (how do you spell it? *rolls eyes*), algebra or zebra or a giraffe whatever.

and once again, we come back to everything that i've mentioned earlier; God's plan is the best. He bestowed me with an Engineer husband. i hate Mathematics very very very much, but my partner loves it sooooo much. and of course, he's not keen with science haha. so there goes. we complete each other. surely, there's always reasons behind all that's been happening and im forever thankful.

beach time at Vilanova i la Geltru

of sand castle and beach and everything in between. lovely day by the beach, had so much fun with these bunch of people *inserts love emoticon banyak2* selepas bertahun mummy tak mandi air laut, finally dapat jugak mandi dengan aunties kesayangan hadif ni. dapat la checked bucketlist mandi laut Spain kan haha. dan akhirnya mummy punya cita2 nak buat sand castle besar pun jadi kenyataan, walaupun daddy and his clans ada attempt nak tumpaskan kubu istana kita, but we wonnnn the battle kan hadif hihi. to many more awesome things to do.

hadif nak personally says thank you to all aunties and uncles yang melayan dan jaga hadif baik2. mummy and daddy sangat berterima kasih sebab aunties uncles sayang hadif macam anak sendiri. semoga Allah permudahkan urusan auntie dan uncles semua. amin insyaAllah

25th June 2018, Vilanova i la Geltru.

hadif sufian turns 2

A letter from Mummy and Daddy
(27th May 2018)

To our dearest Hadif Sufian,

Happy 2nd Birthday, boy! It's been 2 years since you entered the world, son. We're not sure where to begin, there are so many things that we want to tell you though it is best for you to discover those truths on your own. There are countless lessons that we want to teach you but we have faith that you will learn the majority on your own journey and they will help you grow.

From the moment you were born, our hearts were all yours. Perhaps not only us both, but a lot of people too. You've been such a blessing to all of us and we just couldn't imagine our lives without you. Thank you so much for being the greatest gift, sweetheart. We love you endlessly.

Happy 2nd Birthday, sonshine

❤❤
Mum and Dad

ps. malam nanti kita bukak puasa, mummy buat kek untuk hadif tau. hehee berapa banyak kek la anak mummy ni dapat kan. mummy daddy harap hadif happy ada 2 parties sebelum bulan puasa haritu and later tonight, we'll have a mini celebration with uncle addham, auntie husna, auntie ruby and auntie mira ok?

#hadifsufian #sonshine #2ndbirthday #birthdayboy #littleangel #lettertoourson

yang ketiga tahun, Cinta

Sayang ini
Rasanya sempurna
Rasanya bahagia
Rasanya cinta
Biarkan selamanya

Cukup
Senyumku dia pinta
Ketawaku dia punca
Gembiraku dia sapa
Kasihku dia tak lupa
Bahagiaku dia jaga

Ada kala badai melanda
Rajukku dia pujuki
Muncungku dia fahami
Jelingku dia mengerti
Tangisku dia simpati
Kecewaku dia ubati

Maafkan cinta
Andai ini meluka
Andai ini caranya
Kadang bukan sengaja
Kadang cuma tempat untuk bermanja

Kerana sayang sangat
Kerana cinta sangat
Kerana indah sangat
Semoga sehingga ke akhir hayat

Janji berdua ini
Sejak dari akad lagi
Janji yang pasti
Janji sampai mati
Janji bersemadi

Selamat ulang tahun perkahwinan yang ketiga, syurga ❤

Yang terpaling bahagia,
Sayang